How much would you pay to not die?
People go through so much
pain trying to avoid pain.
The rich get richer
and the poor get shot,
but how much would
you pay to not die?
Without a home,
you might try to sleep in a bush,
and when someone comes
along with a gun,
you have to run
—because often the ones
who run are those who live.
Then maybe you end up
working at a store or something.
You move into an apartment
and keep your head down.
But then someone gets
shot over cigarettes,
right there on the street.
You find out all about this
because you’ve been watching
it for years.
So one day you decide
to buy a gun of your own.
Your mom cries when you tell her.
But she says,
"It’s not worth it, I know."
So you take the gun
and go out to get revenge.
You shoot someone
—you don't know who
—and they die.
And then you run away
and try to forget.
But it's hard to forget
when you're
running away from yourself.
AKSHR